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!!!!!! [08 Dec 2008|11:57pm] [ mood | frustrated ] where is the glow and happiness??? pure innocence telepathy mutuality !!!!!! SO BE IT? post

in a slump [03 Dec 2008|02:29pm] [ mood | blank ] i really do not want 2009 to arrive. many many factors: - - graduation year - looking for job in this crazy economy plus feelings of incompetency and lousiness - worries of a roof over our heads with a 6month deadline - worries of adapting to new phase of life - unnecessary worries yada yada yada as you can see.... i am my own self destruction. Read (2) post

blessing in disguise [28 Nov 2008|11:11pm] [ mood | numb ] i've changed. in many ways that i do not like. i'm becoming this 'numb' person. why can't i allow myself to feel loved. i know that if i continue this way, i'll just drive people away from me. too many things going on in my mind which aren't meant for a 21 year old girl to comprehend. maybe i just don't want to accept the things going on and its darkness. these things keep on making me think of the negative side. where is the positiveness from these unfortunate happenings? i need to remind myself : 'a blessing in disguise' right? post

trying to be happy [11 Nov 2008|12:11am] [ mood | calm ] cross post from coalfox  Unhappiness lives in the past and the future, there is no unhappiness in the present. What are you unhappy about? Is it about something that might happen in the future or something that happened in the past? When we spend time regretting the past, or worrying about the future, there isn’t room for happiness in the present. What amazed me was the amount of time I was not fully in the present. It seemed like I was always thinking about what was next, or thinking about some event in my past. Even while engaging in a conversation with someone, I would either be thinking about what they had said, or anticipating how I was going to respond to what they were saying. How many times do we miss vital information from those we love because our minds are elsewhere? Test this for yourself. Become a monitor of your own thoughts. I think you’ll be amazed at how often you “aren’t really there” with what is happening around you. “The secret of health for both the mind and body is not to mourn for the past, not to worry about the future, not to anticipate troubles, but to live the present moment wisely and earnestly.”   Many times when we have insecurities and doubts, we have difficulty focusing on what is happening right in front of us. We’re thinking about what we said to so-and-so, how we could have handled this situation differently, thinking about what we’re going to do if this or that happens, all the while, missing what is happening now. When you bring your awareness into the moment of now, all worries of the past and all imagined fears of the future gently fade away until all that's left is the vivid experience of the present. It is in this state that you actually start to see life. You'll see colors you never saw before. It is in this awareness where appreciation grows. Happiness is not experienced in the past or in the future. Happiness is always experienced in the moment. If you are waiting to be happy sometime in the future, you might be waiting a very, very, very long time. Read (2) post

1 cycle left [06 Nov 2008|02:37am] [ mood | mixed ] EXAMS OVER!!! i should be really really happy but somehow i feel empty and kinda lost. its just a cycle thats gonna end next may. somehow i don't wish to graduate and enter the working world. feeling incompetent and all other negative things. there are more issues. things going on at home etc for now, i'll leave it and go to sleep, wishing for a good dream to bring me away from reality. "nostalgia is better than reality, way better." Read (1) post

Too good to be true? [23 Oct 2008|06:19pm] [ mood | relieved ] believe it or not! i just sat for Human Resource Management paper this morning it was a full replication of 2 past year exams so...APR'07, MAY'08 & OCT'08 exams the SAME!!! believe it or not! Read (2) post

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